{"id":4687,"date":"2012-10-07T13:57:11","date_gmt":"2012-10-07T12:57:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/?p=4687"},"modified":"2014-03-19T20:34:30","modified_gmt":"2014-03-19T20:34:30","slug":"in-the-band","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/2012\/10\/07\/in-the-band\/","title":{"rendered":"In the band?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hello Vftp readers! I\u2019m writing to you from high above the Atlantic ocean, en route from a tense and nervous Heathrow airport, where the deportation of Abu Hamza has once again convinced those in power that the only thing that can keep us safe from the murdering madmen who roam the planet is to hassle lots of ladies about putting their makeup in ziplock bags, to New York\u2019s JFK for a couple of weeks of trio gigs with Epomeo.\u00a0 Before I share my thoughts, I just want to thank the makers of ziplock bags for keeping us safe from death in the skies. Where would we be without them?<\/p>\n<p>In-flight movies are no longer quite the source of irritation and object of derision they once were. With the advent of personal screens, one can choose what to watch, or not to watch at all, and some airlines actually end up showing some good and interesting films. The real advantage of the in-flight movie is that you don\u2019t have to pay for it, and watching it doesn\u2019t take you away from practice or office work or time with the kids (although I do have a stack of scores in my bag I could be studying). Freed from guilt and financial pressure, and wanting, above all, to avoid conversation with the people in adjoining seats, I often use the inflight film to sample movies I would never let myself spend time or money on in an unpressurized environment.<\/p>\n<p>Today between Iceland and Nova Scotia, I watched a documentary about the rock band Pearl Jam by Cameron Crowe called \u201c20.\u201d Why? I\u2019m not sure- I kinda dig them, but in a sort-of \u201cnever bothered to buy the record but was always happy when my ex-girlfriend played their stuff on the way to Columbus Symphony gigs\u201d way. I remember seeing them play with Neil Young on TV a few (many) years ago, and that was rad. Neil Young is a god. I wish my cello could do what his guitar does in the soundtrack to Dead Man. And I always thought Adam Sandler\u2019s impression of Eddie Vedder\u2019s singing was one of Sandler&#8217;s finest comic turns.<\/p>\n<p>What I found most touching in the film was the enduringly stable membership of the band- after going through about a half dozen drummers in their first few years, they\u2019ve remained the same quintet for almost their whole professional lives.\u00a0 That kind of commitment and continuity is not easy to maintain- think of all the changes one goes through in twenty years. Some in the group find love, others don\u2019t, some struggle with success, others with envy, some bloom as a creative force while others burn out, some want lives with their families, others hunger for the road. There are health issues. It\u2019s amazing it ever works.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div style=\"width: 418px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/sitebuilder\/images\/Watchmen_original_line_up-408x310.jpg\" width=\"408\" height=\"310\" \/><p class=\"wp-caption-text\">Ken in the band (on the left)<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Long-time Vftp readers will know that I spent much of my formative years <a href=\"http:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/rock-n-roll\/\">playing guitar in bands.<\/a> I still miss it. To me, I\u2019d rather eat my own butt hair than be a pop star- it\u2019s such a plastic and dishonest world, singing\u00a0 (or lip-synching) only the songs you think will sell with a bunch of hired guns. \u00a0Artists are disposable, and the public exist only to be separated from their cash. But to be in a rock band? There\u2019s a real nobility and honesty in it- a sense of personal commitment to your band mates, and an artistic honesty inherent in playing only that which the five of you can create together. To me, the name says a lot- we call a \u201crock band\u201d a \u201cband \u201cnot because it\u2019s like being in a marching band or a military band. At it\u2019s best, the world \u201cband\u201d has come to apply in music as it does in war- a band of brothers (and sisters), united by common purpose.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>I suppose I\u2019ve been thinking about bands this week, even before seeing this film. I was both happy and outraged to learn of Rush\u2019s <a href=\"http:\/\/www.latimes.com\/entertainment\/music\/posts\/la-et-ms-rock-hall-fame-2013-nominees-randy-newman-nwa-public-enemy-rush-donna-summer-20121003,0,2002199.story\">long-overdue nomination<\/a> for induction to the Rock \u2018n\u2019 Roll Hall of Fame. What a band they are- three guys who have been through it all together, never sold out, never let their standards slip. They\u2019ve been to the top of the mountain of commercial success, and been on the \u201care they still alive and playing?\u201d list. I can still remember summers in the early 80\u2019s when it seemed like half the songs on FM radio were by Rush- Tom Sawyer, Limelight, YYZ and many more. I remember sitting in my room with a bunch of kids from the neighbourhood listening to Sport of Kings and tripping out to Cygnus X 1. \u00a0And don&#8217;t get me started on 2112- I can still play the whole album from memory on the guitar 30 years after I learned it (not that I&#8217;ve tried in 20 years).<\/p>\n<p>And yet, the rock establishment have always sneered at Rush- if there\u2019s one thing rock critics <em><strong>hate<\/strong><\/em>, it\u2019s anyone who can play an instrument, tell a story or come up with a musical idea. Worse- if you can combine all of those skills, and develop and integrate them, you\u2019re sure to be derided and belittled at every turn. I\u2019ve seen Rush live five times, the last time was in 1992, but I never heard them miss a note, play a chord not together, miss a tempo or not give a good show. And that was 20 years ago. But do rock critics care? Do they respect that kind of continuity, or even recognize the uniqueness of their vision? No. They think that the Sex Pistols are \u201creal\u201d and \u201chonest\u201d and \u201cimportant,\u201d even though their lead singer now sells butter for a living while the guys in Rush are still playing great shows.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"John Lydon butter commercial\" width=\"1080\" height=\"608\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/7mSE-Iy_tFY?feature=oembed\"  allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><em>John Rotten pimping butter. This is what rock critcs mean when they talk about artists\u00a0being real and authentic. And important! And rebellious&#8230;.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Of course, Rush have been lucky- they\u2019ve all stayed alive and sane and able to play. Would Queen still be going if Freddie Mercury hadn\u2019t died of AIDS? Would Zeppelin still be recording if John Bonham had had a few fewer drinks on his last day on Earth?<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Swiftcover Car insurance TV ad 2011 - Boots\" width=\"1080\" height=\"608\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/KlRjYlsC3bc?feature=oembed\"  allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><em>Another punk icon showing how sincere they are about their rebellion- Iggy pop sells his soul to an insurance company<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Pity Brian May and Jimmy Page, sipping their cognac in their mansions- my life in bands was pathetically small time, but I did learn that the sense of belonging is something you can\u2019t overstate the value of and you miss it when it&#8217;s gone. To go onstage in your band and just absolutely destroy the place? There\u2019s nothing like it- partly because of the crowd, partly because of the music, but largely because you\u2019re doing it with your band of brothers. Jimmy Page, for all his many talents and accomplishments, was born to play guitar in Zep. He was infinitely lucky to fulfil that destiny, and infinitely unlucky that his destiny ran its course when he still had so much to give. When Bonham died, Page\u2019s life\u2019s work was more-or-less through. I don\u2019t know how he got over it, but I suppose he was wise enough to know that there are a lot of Jimmy Page\u2019s in the world who never find their Robert Plant and John Bonham, and a lot of Brian May\u2019s who never meet their Freddie Mercury. At least, for a while, those guys found the place, the situation and them moment they were meant for. What greater good fortune could an artist aspire to?<\/p>\n<p>For most of us, we only experience the <strong><em>promise<\/em><\/strong> of belonging, of arriving, of fulfilling. It\u2019s probably no accident that I joined my first string quartet and my first band in the same year of my life.\u00a0 I can\u2019t think of a happier moment for a young musician than to be in a room with three of four peers with nary a teacher nor parent in sight and to make music happen in a way you\u2019ve never experienced it.\u00a0 Looking back, neither band nor quartet had a future- it\u2019s a little too much like dating, but they were still really good groups and everyone involved has gone on to do interesting stuff, and some have had distinguished musical careers. Ticking 95% of the boxes one needs to tick in a relationship is not enough- what starts out as \u201caw heck- sure she likes weep folk shit a bit too much\u201d soon evolves into \u201cwe can\u2019t talk about music, and I\u2019m a musician.\u201d\u00a0 In a band \u201che would be the greatest bass player who ever lived if he just simplified his parts and focused on the groove a little bit\u201d soon evolves into \u201cwe\u2019re never going to get any work if the rhythm section can\u2019t keep time.\u201d <a href=\"http:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/Drop_Dead.html\">At least we celebrate our failures in song.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>But just as in love, once you get over the &#8220;girl with the weepy folk shit fixation,&#8221; you find yourself moving on to the &#8220;slightly over-zealous Catholic girl with the bright blue eyes,&#8221; and then on to the &#8220;brilliant but introverted wind player who never quite lowers her guard,&#8221; once the dust has settled on band or one quartet or one trio, you eventually find yourself jamming in someone\u2019s basement, going for a beer and talking about Stevie Ray Vaughan\u2019s terrifyingly strong handshake and\/or why the \u00a0Bartok Quartets are one of the five reasons it\u2019s worth being a human being in spite of the many frustrations of the human condition, and the next moment you\u2019re writing songs or tuning chords in Beethoven\u2019s opus 132, dreaming\u00a0 of the Rock \u2018n\u2019 Roll Hall of Fame or DG record contracts, never mind that you don\u2019t really have a singer, or your second violinist breaks out in a rash every time you turn on the metronome.<\/p>\n<p>What\u2019s remarkable about Zeppelin is not just that Page and Plant found Bonham, but that they also found John Paul Jones, who was able to <strong><em>complete <\/em><\/strong>the group. That\u2019s always the hardest thing in a group- finding the one missing element, whether it\u2019s the charismatic lead singer or the semi-anonymous bass player, the visionary violist or the cellist who can play in tune.\u00a0 And it\u2019s all too easy to miss the right person because you\u2019re making due with the wrong one so that you don\u2019t risk losing the dream altogether. Page and Plant have seemed pretty sanguine about working with Jones since Bonham\u2019s death- \u00a0perhaps they think any good bass player will do? Well, maybe they should talk to Neil Peart about Geddy Lee. But when do you go ahead and fire Pete Best, and when do accept that, unlikely as it is, Ringo Starr is the drummer you\u2019ve been looking for?<\/p>\n<p>Actually, I think rock band members are pretty well aware of how precious those situations are- I\u2019m sure The Who would never have given up touring had Keith Moon lived, and I\u2019m sure that Pearl Jam and Rush, among others, are still together in large part because the guys know that they\u2019re incredibly lucky to have found the place where they belong as artists and as brothers in arms, and that makes it worth enduring the frustrations and the ups and downs that are inevitable and long relationship, be it personal or artistic.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve had some really exciting but incomplete journeys in rock bands, quartets and trios over the years. Even as a conductor, I\u2019ve come close to thinking \u201cthis must be what it feels like to have found the right gig.\u201d But so far, I\u2019ve never quite found my Bonham, my Berlin, my Guarneri Quartet. At a certain age, one starts thinking that maybe it\u2019s more than luck- that either I lack the talent to earn those opportunities or the wisdom to recognize them.\u00a0 I\u2019ve gradually come to recognize that it may not all slot into place in this lifetime, and that I ought to at least make the most of those incomplete or evolving situations I\u2019m in. \u00a0These days I get the odd chance for a hot and heavy affair or summer fling with an orchestra, but we all know that summer festival romances never last (although I met my wife at one). I look back at my last string quartet or my best rock bands, and I see so many missed opportunities. Why didn\u2019t we write more songs, record more, record better, document our work? Probably the most musically able of my bands did the least writing- and we had a genius engineer\/producer in the band. How crazy is that? \u00a0Why didn\u2019t I force a change of singers in another band?\u00a0 Why did we waste so much time making demos when we could have made fucking records? That\u2019s the best advice <em><strong>nobody<\/strong><\/em> ever gave me- there\u2019s no place for demos in life- if you\u2019re recording, record, if you&#8217;re performing, perform. There\u2019s nothing I would love more than to join my own Pearl Jam, and find a situation I could throw myself into for 20 years, but failing that, I\u2019ve decided I\u2019ve got get on with it and make the most of where I am now.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s taken me all these years to release my first \u201cband\u201d album, this time with my string trio. Epomeo doesn\u2019t try to be Pearl Jam or the Guarneri Quartet- we\u2019ve all got multiple gigs, different jobs and on-going projects and ambitions (and we live in different cities)- but we give the trio everything we\u2019ve got when we\u2019re together, and I enjoy being in the group.\u00a0 But when I play the Schnittke Trio with David and Diane, I feel no need to concede anything to Eddie Vedder , David Soyer or John Bonham.<\/p>\n<p>I pushed hard for us to get on with making our first recording- on one level, the chance to make the first recording of the Gal trios was an opportunity we would have to have been insane to pass up. But, perhaps even more urgent for me, was realizing that it had been ten-plus years since the quartet had been playing at the level where we could have made a similar statement of who we were and what we believed. I missed that opportunity, but I wasn\u2019t going to squander this one. My career may not amount to much in the end, or it may just end up remaining very pick-and-mix, and I can live with that, but I want my kids to know why daddy was away for these two weeks, and all those other trips. I want them to know what the cello means to me- to be able to hear what I played like, for better or for worse. That\u2019s why, if you look in the booklet\u2019s fine print, you\u2019ll see I dedicated my contribution to the disc to my children.<\/p>\n<p>And I suppose that\u2019s the other great mystery. As a musician, I\u2019m still playing the dating game- there\u2019s flirtation, frustration, disappointment, game playing, misplaced aspiration and expectation ad infinitum. However, to my complete surprise and amazement., on a personal level, I did find where (with whom) I belong a long time ago. Grab your barf bags now, but I really do feel like I\u2019m one of the lucky ones who, in my personal life, found my Plant, Bonham and Jones all in one person, now enriched by two little ones (puke! Sorry!). On a professional level I still find myself contemplating the music equivalent of internet dating, which is more or less how I thought I would be spending my personal life, not my artistic one. Knowing things can work out in one compartment of life does at least give one the cautious optimism to think that maybe life isn\u2019t all just a hopeless joke, and when work sometimes dips from the frustrating to the tragicomic, there\u2019s something to look forward after the soul-destroying gig or the meeting, or the end of that musical festival romance.<\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile, the rock band days seem well and truly gone (although I\u2019d assumed that was the case for chamber ensembles too). I still toy with the idea of spending a summer recording all my songs and writing some new ones, but that involves no professional ambition, and would probably be more a Jeff Lynne\/play-all-the instruments-yourself-in-your-home-studio situation than any pathetic attempt to start a band again at my age. Rock \u2018n\u2019 roll is a young person\u2019s game- even the bands that survived tend to have done all their best work in their first five or 8 years. What happens to most rockers after age 30? After the last band boke up, and the wounds had healed, I stopped trying. For me, I couldn\u2019t carry on once I realized how anti-music the commercial music establishment is. Both the commercial industry and the popular\/rock music press basically love celebrity, fashion, dance and attitude, and despise music. The Pearl Jam guys, like Rush, have been both lucky and shrewd- they parlayed their fifteen minutes of mega-fame , when they managed to slip by the gatekeepers of mediocrity and into the mass consciousness, into the opportunity to play the music they want to play\u00a0 for a big audience for the rest of their lives.\u00a0 In Vegas terms, they beat the house. Still, if you doubt for a second that the critical establishment hates actual music, pick up Rolling Stone Magazine\u2019s recent list of the greatest bands of all time. Other than the Beatles, it\u2019s about 90% crap, glorifying mostly those who took their\u00a0 chance to make music, be an artist, speak to the world and enrich the human condition and instead decided to sell butter.<\/p>\n<p>Me, I\u2019m gonna start selling ziplock bags. Did you know they can prevent planes being blown up? I take great comfort in the knowledge that everyone around me is travelling with one, and that if anyone wants to save their pre-landing sandwich, they can conveniently seal it in an air-tight container. Why would anyone resort to terrorism in this, the best of all possible worlds.<\/p>\n<div id=\"wp_fb_like_button\" style=\"margin:5px 0;float:none;height:100px;\"><script src=\"http:\/\/connect.facebook.net\/en_US\/all.js#xfbml=1\"><\/script><fb:like href=\"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/2012\/10\/07\/in-the-band\/\" send=\"false\" layout=\"box_count\" width=\"450\" show_faces=\"true\" font=\"arial\" action=\"like\" colorscheme=\"light\"><\/fb:like><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hello Vftp readers! I\u2019m writing to you from high above the Atlantic ocean, en route from a tense and nervous Heathrow airport, where the deportation of Abu Hamza has once again convinced those in power that the only thing that can keep us safe from the murdering madmen who roam the planet is to hassle [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4687","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-music-opion-life-as-a-performing-musician"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4687","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4687"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4687\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5665,"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4687\/revisions\/5665"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4687"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4687"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kennethwoods.net\/blog1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4687"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}