I\u2019ve been feeling a bit uninspired here of late- probably a combination of being a bit too busy to really think about writing, and of not doing enough reading to feel I have anything non-autobiographical to discuss.<\/p>\n
What I really need is a bit of topical guidance- maybe an interview? We love questions at Vftp, so why not open things up to a real reader interview? You can submit your questions via email.<\/p>\n
Meanwhile, to get things going, I remembered Glenn Gould\u2019s wonderful conceit of the self-interview. So, I thought I would interview myself on one of my favourite subjects- Elgar\u2019s Symphony no. 1 and my performance of it last week.<\/p>\n
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Ken- So Ken, it was a big program last weekend- have you recovered?<\/p>\n
Ken- I\u2019ve completely recovered from the program- it wasn\u2019t all that draining. I\u2019m still recovering from the flu I picked up on the journey, but that\u2019s a different story.<\/p>\n
Ken- Aha- is that a bit of Glenn Gould inspired hypochondira? I seem to remember you writing last year that you were completely wrecked after that<\/em> performance of Elgar 1. See here<\/a>, here<\/a>, here<\/a>\u00a0and here<\/a>. That’s four posts on how tired you were. Were you exaggerating then? Was the rest of the program harder? Are you in better shape now, or what?<\/p>\n Ken- Well, sadly, I\u2019m not in better shape, that\u2019s for sure.<\/p>\n Ken- Yes, I can see that\u2026 When are you going to start cycling again?<\/p>\n Ken- To answer your question\u2026 No, the last time I did the Elgar, it was a slightly easier program- we paired it with the Khatchaturian Violin Concerto, which while rather (too)long, is very straightforward music. Second-rate music\u00a0can be tiring to perform physically because it is repetitious, but it doesn’t demand much\u00a0from the brain or the soul.\u00a0It\u2019s more like orchestrated folk music than classical music. The Vaughan Williams pieces this week, particularly The Lark Ascending, take much more concentration and energy than the Khatchaturian. The Lark- now that is a special, special piece!<\/p>\n Ken- So, what were the differences?<\/p>\n Ken- Well, the last Elgar 1 was at the end of a 3 concert day. I think you can safely say that \u201ca concert is as tiring as the day the precedes it,\u201d although I suppose Wagner would always be tiring. Then, the hall in Wrexham was REALLY hot, as opposed to Biloxi, which was just hot. A concert is also as tiring as the hall is hot. But, the biggest issue is transference.<\/p>\n Ken- what the hell is transference?<\/p>\n Ken- I\u2019ve spent years trying to understand and negate transference, but sometimes one has to \u201cmanage\u201d transference. It\u2019s all about the first rehearsal- if you go into a first rehearsal for a program and a there are problems with preparation, it creates a general feeling of chaos, tension and anxiety. As the conductor, your first job is to dissipate that negative energy, but inevitably, much of that tension is transferred to you- they play behind the beat, so your arm gets tense when the sound isn\u2019t connected to your motion, or you show a color and nothing happens, so your shoulders rise and tighten as you wonder- \u201cdid I not show that, or where they just not looking.\u201d<\/p>\n Ken- So it\u2019s always the damn orchestra\u2019s fault?<\/p>\n Ken- No, far from it. Part, actually a big part, of what made me get into conducting was the experience of transference from the orchestra musician\u2019s point of view. You come in, sit down in the cello or horn section and get on with your job while some turkey flails away like a drunken baboon. As the week goes by, they learn the piece on you, while you soak up all the shit they brought with them onto the podium. They get better through the week, but you, the poor player, get worse- more tense, more depressed, more uncertain. The conductor has sucked out all your musicality like a damn vampire, and you\u2019re left feeling bloodless and cold.<\/p>\n Ken- So, how do you avoid transference?<\/p>\n Ken- Well, I think the fundamental mistake many people make is to think of a first rehearsal as the least important rehearsal, when it is really the most important. That\u2019s the time that sets the tone and the mood for the entire sequence. When everyone comes in ready and with the right attitude, you still get transference, but it becomes positive transference<\/em><\/strong>– players absorb each others\u2019 confidence, they get a shared validation in responding together to a conductor, and the conductor immediately starts to feel connected to the sound.<\/p>\n Ken- So, were these Wrexham folks really crap at the first rehearsal?<\/p>\n Ken- Not at all- they were incredibly fired up and played their hearts out, but it was amazing to hear the difference in their playing at the first rehearsal for this concert we’re working on now. They seem to have figured out that they can be a really fine band, so they\u2019re coming the rehearsals with higher expectations of themselves, and way more confidence which is fab and very important. They\u2019ve got some great new principal players too, which also helps. Anyway- the real reason that particular program was so draining was the schedule of the whole week. Way too much driving and too many programs.<\/p>\n I can think of many other more striking instances of negative transference, where it is taken me ages to recover from what might have been a GREAT concert, but a really rough first rehearsal. Transference is not only a moral issue- people might struggle in a first rehearsal in spite of the very best intentions simply for lack of skill, confidence or experience. There is always negative transference in the first rehearsal for a youth orchestra concert, but, wisely, Kent County Youth Orchestra always starts with sectionals BEFORE their first rehearsal to minimize that.<\/p>\n At the end of the day, we don’t live in a perfect world- you’re bound to run into inexperienced playres, bad players and even\u00a0bad people every so often. That negative transference happens- you’ve got to find healthy ways to unleash it.<\/p>\n Ken- Sort of like in that movie, The Green Mile, when the dude heals the sick person by absorbing their illness then pukes up a cloud of nasty bugs?<\/p>\n Ken- I never thought of it in such graphic terms, but yes- you can’t carry it around in you, whether you’re a player or a conductor. Some people use yoga, some use booze, some use excercise. Some may even vomit up bugs. However, the best thing is to create an atmosphere of trust, where everyone is coming in confident and prepared, so that all the transference is positive.<\/p>\n Ken- I see. I mean, in that movie, when he pukes up all the bugs, it’s not like he feels good. He, like, totally collapses from exhaustion.<\/p>\n Ken- Exactly- You can manage negative transferance, but it is like processing a toxin. Often, you really feel the toll it has taken on you when the concert is over and the adrenaline disapates.<\/p>\n